drunken words are sober thoughts…

I’m not a drunkard , i tell you. i drink when i’m with my friends, i drink to have fun, i drink to call it a night [ or even a day], i drink to forget a problem[?], i drink to get drunk!lolz!

drinking indeed spells the word F-U-N!!i tend to forget all the problems & stuffs…chuva ah!& when drinking, there are no pretentions nor lies! it is actually the real M-E!

others may say that i am not aware of what i’m doing & saying. what they didn’t know is that when you’re drunk you tend to become sober.

 that’s the reason why sometimes i want to drink & drink & drink as much as i can to have all the guts that i needed.to be able to stand up for what i truly feel. to be able to tell the people around of who i am. to be able to show my true feelings. to tell the has-beens that they have hurt me & they are really hurting me & it kills me up to now, not knowing what to do next.to tell him that i am still here [waiting].♥♥

x0×0,

♥jhanneeh™♥ 

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